Time out by my team, advertisement ; Missing Malaysia

Being a person who get distracted easily when I am studying(also because I study infront of the laptop for dictionary.com purpose), I click on my younger bro's friendster profile, and look at some of his pictures, then only I realize how much I miss him, my family, my Malaysia.

My brother:
a) he is better in spiritual walk than me
b) taller than me
c) more hansem than me(ok ok , I know i've been denying this fact when I was back at home, but now I admit ,ok ?)
d) closer in relation with my family members(I guess I play too much computer or being selfish)

I talk to Adrian about how much I miss my bro and he said something that really struck me, "did you tell him that you miss him?" I pause for awhile and said I never tell him ...because of my pride...

oh well, I guess my body contains most of the"7 deadly sins" haha
Just wanted to tell you Kit, that I love you and never really appreaciate you when I was at home, this time of seperation will gimmie a good lesson I guess, will pray for you and hope you will study hard, keep mum and dad's blood pressure low and keep the house in harmony, show Christ's love to Har cheh and Grandma too :) and keep Rover alive so that when I come home, I can take it out for a walk :) love you bro.

Sister ah Teng: 24th of October, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! now that you grow older I hope you continue to grow in ur spiritual walk too ! don't watch too much Tv and study harder. I love you too :)

Dad and Mum: try to find the fountain of youth so that both of you will continue to stay young, it's been wonderful for being around both of you, though there are times that I ran out of house and make you 2 grow more wrinkles because of frowning at me. Thanks for sending me to the States even though is not easy for both of you, I will show you that this "football field" of my life is worth it, with God by myside I'll reach the "touchdown line" :) love you all too :)

To friends : I miss you guys, lots !!! pray that all of you too, will walk closer with Christ :)

Incomplete pass, 2nd down; More Injuries

Oh well, I just cannot explain how much I love football.
There's this Saturday where we went to Wal-Mart and bought a 10 dollars microwave lagsane, some microwave cheesy garlic bread, and some vege.

But the thing is, it gona take us like 2 hour to microwave the lagsane, so in the time between I suggested that we play some touch-football outside Josh's appartment.

It was a fun 3 on 3 thing.

And 1 of the play I ran the ball myself, by first dotching Clay. After that dotch I kinda lose my balance abit, but the momentum keeps me running until Jonathan the Prankster came at my direction, I ran at fast as I could, and just when I reach the touchdown line, I tried to avoid him by doing a dive or slide, I can't remember, still he manage to touched me, he fell, rolling a few round on the grass, whereas I did a rock star slide on a concrete ground.

This is what happen when you don't play football on fully grass area.

I tear my JEANS !!!!

My favourite Union bay Jeans !!!!

The not so serious wound

The more serious wound, where you can see some of the torn jeans is stick in my wounds.


And this is the satisfying meal, cheap, each person 2.75 dollars

Sack ! 5 yard back ; Lost soul in America

I felt ... lonely, I realize I have taken many things for granted, like parents, siblings and friends back home. This loneliness bring forth a time of reflection, reflection upon my walk with God. In this country of freedom, there is nobody to tell me what to do, I can skip church, refuse to serve, I can even don't eat because there is nobody to tell me when to eat.

This time of reflection showed me that I've lose focus on Christ, please continue to pray for me, as I continue to persevere to the touchdown line.

I wrote something blindly few weeks ago, it's for my world literature paper, now that I've re-read it again, I finally find meaning in it, and therefore would like to share it with everyone.

MY CONFESSION
Oh God you are my God, and I will ever praise you. I will seek you in the morning, and I will follow you all of my days, and step by step you lead me, and I will follow you all of my days. Humans, the unique creation of yours, find meaning in you alone. Bearing your image, we are to live a life that reflect your face and your nature. In all creation, humans find themselves empty, untill you satisfy them, and only you can satisfy them. You made a hole in our heart, a hole that resemble your shape, we humans have tried and found everything on earth to fill in the hole, but nothing can fit the hole or satisfy us, because that hole only can fill by you, God. "You stir man to take pleasure in praising you, because you have made us for yourself, and our heart is restless until it rests in you(Augustine 3)." Not only do you satisfy me, but also your love oh God, amazes me. I wonder and ponder upon your love, and found no understanding in it. Heaven and earth could not contain your love and therefore you created us, so that your overflowing and abundance of love can be fill in us, even so, generation after generation of people could not contain your love. Just as the song 'the love of God' says, to write the love of God above, would drain the ocean dry. Nor could the scroll contain the whole, though stretched from sky to sky. Still, despite of dwelling in your love, in the middle of the garden is where the beginning of us turning away from you. Your love oh God, seeks to reunite us with you, you made every effort by turning us away from sin and lead us back to you, but again and again we despise and rejected you. You send your son to die for us when we are still sinners, through crucified and death came our salvation. 2000 years has passed, and here am I struggling day and night with sin, trying my best to grasp hold of your love and staying in the race, and finish it victoriously.

Another short gain, 2 yard gain ; more new friends(neighbor)

More pictures + update
2-3weeks later, this is how my room looks like :
you can see my thick comforter now.
Our room system is like this, there is a toilet south of my bed, and the toilet is connected to the next room, so as I walk accross I'll reach my neighbor's room, here's the first view as you open the door:

A Tv in the middle, with Nintendo Vii and Ps2 as groom's mate on his left

and X-box360 as bride's mate on his right

The gorgeous X-box 360

and the hansem Vii and ps2

That is Matt, Matt Loeb, a smart and hardworking fella that teach me how to write world literature essay, and he pretty much get an A for most of his subject.

This is Sam, Sam Crossley playing his latest Halo-3.

Matt and Sam played for like 7 hours straight right after the day Halo-3 release just to see the ending.

Another splendid view,

Sam Crossley, a person who replace water with diet coke, here's some of his collection, and he have like 3 cartan of diet coke in his room...

alright, that's all for today.

Short gain, 2 yard gain; new friends + 1st time eating out

This is my 2nd Saturday in America, the cafeteria has sucky food on weekends, so we decided to go out and eat.
Clay drove us to this place call Cracker Barrel.

Clay is the guy in blue, the person on his right, which is Josh refuse to be taken in the pic, the asian directly infront is Welles, and the indian is Roshan.

Appetizer

Some artistic short...

Main dish, medium rare rib eye+ potatoes~

Another week later, I manage to find this pair of nike shoes which cost me 24 dollars in Ross

And I found this 9 dollars Reebok, blue + white, SO NICE, I wanted to buy too, but was reminded that my dad working real hard, so I chose this nike instead of the Reebok.

More pic coming soon. stay tune.

SACK ! 3 Yard back ! ; injured ankle

Sigh, I know is purely my fault, I seldom warm up before I play sports.
I was playing basket ball with my friend, and did some lay up and never land properly.
And I was wearing a futsal shoe, not a basket ball shoe to play, so ... no ankle protection.
This is the result of not warming up before sports.



The normal leg, left

The injured leg, Right

Bandage. free of charge from the uni's nurse

Took off bandage to bath, and I found this purple part on my leg.

Swallen untill I can no longer see the veins on my right leg, like some fei chai's leg hahaha

6 weeks has passed, and my right ankle still not completely heal yet, maybe because I still run alot with my injured legs haha, do pray for me, so I can fully enjoy America's sport hahaha

Another complete pass ! 5 yard gain ! first down ! ; meeting with Adrian

Alright, one week has past, and I'm closer to touchdown line(graduation).
yea yea, I know, it's just the beggining of my journey, and I'm already thinking about my graduation.
Sigh, Can't help it, I just miss the poeple back home, rice, etc etc.

Alright, back to action, after surviving for 1 week, God sent another mana from heaven, Adrian drove all the way from Dallas (which is about 3 and a half hour) to Abilene to drive me around in Abilene.
here's the pic:



Adrian = In America
A picture of Adrian = I too in America
Well, basically this picture is just an evident of me in America, so that you guys won't think that I change the flight ticket and fly to Sodom and Gomorah to enjoy my life like the prodigal son.

Adrian drove me to a sinful place.

My cheapo nature took over me

prawn = expensive

vege = inexpensive

sweet and sour chicken = average

conclusion : prawns 60% chicken 20% vege 5% rice 15%

buffet = 10 dollars

10 plates of this should be 20-30 dollars.

Adrian smiling at the cam

Us at buffet city, these are all Adrian's Korean friend

but I can only remember one .. I think it goes something like this .. "Sung Ah" the girl in the middle with the cap.

First time holding a fortune cookie

Alright, after that sinful dinner at buffet city, Adrian drove me to one of his friend's house, which I can't remember her name again, and she has cute little stinky lazy pet, I don't know what it is, but ... yeah it's cute and lazy

While I am taking picture, Adrian is chilling out with his friend

Owner of the pet and her pet

After spending a few hours in her house, Adrian drove me to Wal-Mart to buy some necessity like tooth brush(just kidding), shampoo bath gel, drinking water.

My first impressiong of Wal-Mart is HUGE ! CHEAP & HUGE !

It has everything , litterally everything ! well, so far i only have 1 pic of it, I'll try to take more pic of it next time.

And yeap, that's pretty much for this update

have a nice week everybody !

SET ! HUT ! Pass Complete ! 5 Yards Gain ! ; Stepping on America's soil

Sorry guys, haven't been able to update my blog, due to 3 exam and a paper due on today. Was burning mid night oil etc etc.

Oh well, 1st week was basically orientation week, know people etc.

The first person that approach me was Roshan from Malaysia, will intro more about him later in the blog but as for now I'm going to show you some pic of my room.


Here's my side of the room, the basket infront of my bed is the laundry basket, and u can see a sink there.

can u see the small blanket ? I almost freeze to death in this cold room, the blanket is so short that it bearly cover 3/4 of my body, so i was wearing 2-3 clothes everynight before i buy my tick comforter.

the right side of the room belongs to Jeff.

His fridge and Tv, + PS2 , free entertainment for me :D

During the 1 week of crazy orientation, Adrian email me and decided to tour me around in Abilene.

More to come, stay tune.